ME, LIFE AND MY THOUGHTS            

 

 

I think it's always nice to know a little bit about a person....so about me. I was born in Scotland in 1965, I don't feel like a 44year old  to be honest but what person does feel the age you are. As the saying goes age is just a number..

 

My life growing up wasn't always the nicest of times.

I think it's important to feel Hardship, Pain, Heartache, suffering to a certain degree, it builds you into the person your meant to be. My belief is everything happens for a reason and that reason becomes clear to most of us at some point in your life. There is a purpose to everything...

 

It was only really in the last few years that I realised what my purpose in life was. And that is to reach out or to be sent out to the people that are in need of healing. I might add also animals hence the reason why I have a garden now full of Feral Cats... my plants are eaten every year by the hundreds of snails that munch away on them but to me they need to eat and yes even snails and slugs have a purpose! That could be the earth mother in me perhaps...for those who might wonder what star sign I am, it's Virgo, who is married to a very fiery Aries and have two  beautiful daughters who are Gemini and Cancer, and have four crazy dogs who are Cancer and Aquarius.. Gemini and Libra....it's a mad house, but it's my mad house!

 

I'm very thankful to each person that has passed through or stayed in my life, whether they be good or bad. We're all connected to each other by an invisible thread, it can either stay strong or break through time, but on occasions can be mended if broken. Some connections can be very powerful more so than others, these are the ones that I've needed to nurture...I am lucky that a lot of people stay connected in one way or another to me, and for that I thank them.

 

A lot of people ask me when I'm doing readings what do I see, this is how the messages come through to me....when I channel It's like I'm looking off into the distance day dreaming...Imagine now in your minds eye a beautiful beach with a lighthouse in the distance, well thats how the loved ones come through its like I'm seeing them in a day dream. I can see them very clearly and can describe how they look, if the walk with a limp or stick, just as they were on this life.....Behind them is nothing, but they show me all sorts- even them baking their loved ones favourite cake, anything that connects them and I write everything down, then relay it back to the people who have come for a reading. I have one guy that keeps popping into other peoples readings, just so I can pass on a quick message to his wife, he is very polite when he pops in of course, and a very sweet man he just misses his wife and wants to let her know he is always with her, it's strange as I get their personalities as well so if someone was a bit moody and bad tempered in this life then not a lot changes on the other side either, thats how they come through in the readings.

 

I feel very privileged that those on the other side chose to connect through me....and its good that I can pass on these messages as for a long time I didn't know what to do with the information sometimes I was given, too be honest I thought I was a bit odd that I kept getting random things popping in my head when walking past people! Can you imagine some peoples faces if I went up to them and said hi is your mothers name Beth and she has past over!!!!  As I always tell people I can only tell them what I'm being told from the other side and If It doesn't mean anything to you then you need to ask other family members as I have to go by what the other side are telling me, and let me tell you on occasions they can be quite adamant on things....

 

Our loved ones that have crossed over are with us still, we just can't see them...but sometimes you just might be lucky. Look out for signs as they want to let you know they have popped in for a visit. One of the most common things to let you know they've been is a simple white feather that would have been placed so you would notice it. I once said to someone about the white feather, this person thinks when you die that's it..nothing. Until the day of his wonderful mothers funeral, he was walking to the meet the rest of the family at his mothers house, when a large white feather floated from the sky and fell at his feet. I do believe that was his mothers way of letting him know, hey there might just be something in the white feather saying after all...he now notices white feathers...and wonders.

 

I'd like to tell you about my dogs my very odd dogs. Sam is an old Springer spaniel aged 12, we have had him since he was nine weeks old and I don't think I could love him anymore than I do...he was a handful when he was a pup...a nightmare in fact, anyone that has Springers will know they are crazy dogs! but truly wonderful dogs as well. In 2006 my family and I went on a holiday to Dubai.

 

  Every year I normally have my sister and her family come and look after my dogs but they couldn't do it and we got a very good friend of ours to come and look after the dogs instead. By the way the reason we have people here at our home dog sitting is that Sam is Epileptic and has fits if he is out of his comfort zone. His star sign is  cancer and likes to be in his own enviroment....anyway we had about four/five days left of our holiday when I went to bed I was trying to doze of when in the room I saw orbs and my dog I had as a child called Tina came through also telling me that there was something wrong with Sam. So in the morning I phoned home and our friend said he was fine, but all day my instincts were telling me he wasn't so I phoned home again and our friend at this point got very upset and said my instincts were right and she didn't want to spoil our holiday by telling us Sam wasn't well, but had to tell us when I phoned as the vets wanted to speak to my husband and I...The Vet confirmed our worst fears that indeed our beloved Sam was very ill and was dying. The couldn't operate as he would bleed to death, they put drips in but didn't help, his liver was failing....he was dying and he wanted to let us know there was nothing they could do for him. So we jumped on a flight that day so we could be with him. I asked all my loved ones on the other side not to take him, as I lost my mother the year before and couldn't bear to lose our Sam.

 

 Well we arrived at the vets a few hours later to take our boy home to die. Our poor friend was very upset at our return in such sad circumstances, We assured her it was not her fault and would trust her with our dogs again. As soon as Sam saw us he had that same cheeky twinkle in his eye, although very weak. When we got him out the car, he trotted over to the garden picked up a ball and dropped it as he wanted to play, which we thought was rather odd for a dog that was dying...that night he went from weak to be getting stronger and stronger. Next morning the vet called to see if our beloved Sam had passed away in the night....I said passed away he's out in the garden playing with his ball as if nothing has happened. The Vet was stunned and said that couldn't be.. SAM WAS DYING YESTERDAY!!! We took him back to the Vets and they ran tests phoned Specialists and were amazed that Sam was right as rain. We still had our crazy Sam, he just wanted us home or was it a gift from above that they didn't take him....he's still with us by the way and still crazy, that's our Sam and we wouldn't have him any other way.

 

Alfie was a gift from the other side...he is four now and we got him when he was eight weeks old a tiny bundle of fluff...he was tiny! His star sign is Aquarius and is brave and sociable. He does his own thing does our Alfie...love him to bits as well.

 

Now when my mother was alive she spent a lot of time with us, so she knew how crazy Sam was and what a handful he was, so when I used to talk about getting another dog she would look at me as if I were mad! I would always say we would just get a wee dog, like a shih tzu or small like that....well a month after my mothers passing I was flicking through our local paper when I saw Shih tzu puppies advertised which I was amazed at, as they never were in the paper before. So we went to have a look, never seen anything so cute in all my life. The man brought them over to us and put them down, he  then called Alfie over, but at the time he had given him the name George, which I thought was an unusual name to a dog, but even more unusual was that George was also my wonderful late stepfathers name also. Then he asked would we like to meet the puppies mother and of course we said yes and he called out the mothers name which was Lucy, I was a bit surprised to say the least because Lucy you see was my dear mothers name and to top it of the guy that sold him to us was called Gary which is my brothers name! I'm told that Shih tzu are thought by Tibetan monks to be the souls of all the monks that have passed over thats why a lot of these  little dogs are seen in their monestrys. So could my mother have sent little Alfie my way....as i said he was a gift from above.

 

We have just taken on two more dogs, Honey a seventeen month old Shih-tzu who needed a home, and a six week old Shih-Tzu puppy called Harvey. So that is now four dogs and our house is even madder than before....Honey is a Gemini and Harvey is a Libra....Honey settled in as soon as she arrived, it was if she had been with us all along. Harvey is a bundle of fun, into everything, chewing everything, eating everything! he is going to be the real live wire of the bunch I suspect.

 

Love and Light.

 

Julie